Only one more week, and our lives will be completely different!!!! (:
At least I have my priorities set right. I HAVE to work to make it through school. I WILL graduate as a nurse (hopefully by Dec. 2017). I have to do what’s best for myself and my little family, and if it means not being able to do ROTC, then so be it.
Do I miss them? Every once in awhile. Do I think of them? Sometimes. Do I want them back? No. Basically what I’m saying is that no matter what, you will always think back, dwell on, and miss a past relationship. Some who came from a bad relationship may disagree, but let me just say… It had to be good at some point for it to start. There’s always a reason why you were together. There was at least one time you were happy with them. We are humans, and we are full of many ridiculous emotions. If I said I never missed them or thought of them, I’d just be heartless. Hell, I sometimes think of people back in high school… Not because I have the desire to be with them again, but because I want to see how they are doing. Even if it was a bad breakup between us, which has actually only ever happened once to me, I wish for nothing but all the happiness in the world for them!
No offense taken. I do appreciate the advice. We definitely aren’t rushing into the whole marriage thing, it’s just talked about. There’s a lot of other things that we have to get taken care of before that becomes a priority.